I’m a mid 30s married man with children and my truth is that I desire for a strong, dominant, well endowed man to finish turning me out, while I crossdress in lingerie for him. I have to admit that I’m bisexual.

I’ve always been curious. It started with only crossdressing, then to crossdressing with a*** play, followed by crossdressing, a***, plus video recording myself, and finally to all the previous mentioned things plus signing up to multiple p*** and s** sites, posting my videos (never show my face) on then, and wondering if I should search for an anonymous man online to make me his b****.

The only thing holding me back is my family. No one knows this side of me, I have a feeling my wife suspects, but there’s no doubt this would devaste her and my children.

I can’t believe how far this has gotten send deep down inside I want my desire to happen… Keeping this a secret until I exist no more….