hey guys its me again 🙂
no matter how hard i try i always come back to this stupid f****** website full of pedophiles and hypocrites
and i like it.
me and keyler are still together 9 whole f****** months
which quite frankly is a surprise to everyone
normally people run for the hills by now desperately trying to escape my obsessive jealous ways
i guess it might help that he doesnt actually have to put up with me
its kinda scary tho
the whole long distance thing
everything is texts
you can lie til your hearts content and no one would know how could i ever ell if its a joke or if hes just bored
i often think he just likes my body
is that cocky?
i know i have a decent body. and even though i feel disgusting i cant help the urge to sexualise myself with every last hope itll make him interested in me
im getting worse and worse.
drinking at every chance and smoking everynight…
he hates it.
he tryes guilt tripping
but its hard to guilt trip a manipulative w**** i guess…
arent i right honey.

-from your favourtie fucked up teenager :)(: