I got really f***** drunk the other night. I ended up doing coke with my Boyfriends boss after my Bf left the dinner party. I somehow went back to the bosses hotel room and did the coke which was the most amazing feeling it bought me to my knees. Next thing I know I’m sucking his d*** and being a crazy person. Didn’t f*** him thank God. I only regret sucking his d*** cuz like he’s a cool guy and is like a dad to me. He didn’t even get hard so that must be a good sign. He played with my titts but that about it. I just I wish it wasn’t with him out of all people, that’s the part I fucked up on. I know that sounds bad. I hope the next time I see him I can act like nothing happened. He told me this night never happened and not to worry he won’t say anything but I know how men talk and I’m worried to get caught. But a part of me actually had fun and if it was with a different person I would do it again.