Rest assured this is not what I wanted! I wanted you! I wanted us to be a family! I wanted to finally hold you! I wanted to be the woman you came home to everyday! I wanted to be the woman you’d choose everyday for the rest of your life!
I stopped putting in effort because you never put the same energy in. You always made it clear that we could never be together. I’m in love with you and I always will be but you’ve made it abundantly clear that you don’t love me as much as you love them.
