I had everything taken away from me, then you provided a glimmer of hope that things might be ok and then ripped it away like a f****** monster Siren. Maybe now you understand why even though I still love you, I want to take everything away from you if i cant get you to come around. I dont care about anything that happened or that I did to you after november 2014, im still holding you responsible for abandoning me during a time of need and ensuring my life would never be ok. You sure are a great mental health advocate, huh?