No actually I have the perfect woman.

and if it wasn’t her… I have no drive. I guess what I’m saying is that I don’t care? That’s really true. People don’t get me. They don’t understand that I’m anti social whether you are a man I’ll or a woman. I don’t understand how people need to be social. Whether it’s my manager speaking to me at 10 minutes to my start time, or coming out to my truck as I am about to leave to tell me some s*** I don’t care about, like he could be telling me I’m on my own that day because nobody showed up, I’ll be like “whatever…” Holding back from telling him to f*** off out of my face for a few hours. I am not a morning person. Or the salesman standing at the door to the girls office yacking away. Why? Why can’t you sit in your office and just sit there? I don’t understand or get people.

I am antisocial and tbh I hate the majority of people in the world, man or woman. It doesn’t matter. It’s all the same.

I could take or leave it. As far as romance and love goes, I have experienced and seen so much negative, and the s***** people involved in it in my almost 50 years, I’m numb and it’s not a pain. It’s weird. I look at people men or women as the same. I’m straight but there not too many women I look at in a romantic way. Women can’t win me over by showing a bit of cleavage or leg. That doesn’t work with me. I’m pretty much dead inside and it’s not a sadness, I’m not down about it, it’s just reality from experience. Mine and other peoples. I would say it an advantage? I don’t experience all the crazy b******* that comes with all that… But you know I have one woman, I’ve been with her for almost 20 years and we’re on the same page. If it’s not her…. It’s probably no one. I sure as hell am not chasing.