Hey Siren. After this message, from now on, I will never contact you or try to get your attention again. But it’s not because I don’t want to, it’s because I’m trying to respect your wishes and your boundaries from now on. It’s not because I want something from you, it’s because I’ve been tormenting you for too long and if I really love you, which I do, I need to leave you the f*** alone at this point. I fucked up. Really bad. Too bad to make up for probably. That means it’s time for me to move on. But, if you ever need to get a hold of me for any reason, feel free. You get one rescue, no questions asked or expectations. That’s it. You can talk to me whenever though, you know I would never say no to you. I personally really hope we can be friends again someday, but I’m really not holding my breath. I think I did way too much damage and acted like way too much of a psycho to to earn anything like that this point. Thank you for the forgiveness and the kind words. It meant a lot more than you think. I can’t linger or I’ll hesitate and fall into the same old habits again. I hope you have a bright and happy future. I’ll always love you whether I want to or not. Goodbye For Now. Until we meet again. Maybe in another lifetime we’ll grow old together. I’ll look for you in 1000 lifetimes.
