I love you LM. I loved your beautiful eyes and I think you have the cutest nose and teeth. I thought you were the cutest teen and young man. I know I said s*** like I would rather f*** the gate but I lied. You did and still do make me cry but that is my own fault because I am a loser who could never deserve someone as wonderful as you. I loved you all along but I knew I was not good enough for you. I never got love but I wanted to look pretty for you. I was the ugly girl no one liked. You deserve someone far better then me. Please don’t die. It would hurt me too much. I am sorry for the terrible things I said in anger. I couldn’t take all the abuse from everyone anymore.
