Tryna talk my friend’s exgirlfriend into hate-f****** me(or pity f****** me for money) on the d/l. If she says yes then it’ll be the best day of my life. If she says no and ruins my reputation, I’ve been super suicidal lately anyways so bam, plan B. Either way it’s better than what I’ve been doing with my life thus far. I need some radical changes. No more fear or hesistation. No more giving a f*** about the consequences of my actions. God i feel lighter now that I’ve accepted who I really am.
