The only person I feel bad for is my best friend J who spent thousands of hours gaming with me. He's the only one I couldnt push away. I almost want to

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The only person I feel bad for is my best friend J who spent thousands of hours gaming with me. He’s the only one I couldnt push away. I almost want to stay alive for him, but he’s not enough. I dont feel bad for my mother. Her coddling ruined me. She’s selfish to try to keep me alive to take care of her. I dont feel bad for my father, he’s the reason I’ll never be loved. He was so emotionally abusive to me and my mother. I dont feel bad for my other best friend A, hes had so much s** with so many hot girls and been too so many concerts and done so many things I wanted to do but never got a chance to do that he can get fucked as far as im concerned. I’ve always been so jealous of him. His ex girlfriend was the only thing that managed to distract me from you and she took advantage of me too. What a shame. He’s such a good guy, and I’m such a p************. I pushed him away by being a complete degenerate p************ and then lying to him about it, but he’s not stupid. He knows. He was the only one who isn’t dead who could truly stop me from self destructing. Im sick of this f****** race. I’m sick of this f****** place. Let it all collapse into oblivion. Let it all fade away as quickly as it came. It’s all meaningless. It’s not real. I’m sick of having a body. I’m sick of having a mind. I’m sick of existing. I don’t deserve to live. I will destroy everything. I will rage against the very fabric of existence. I will no longer be a light in the dark for those who need me. The void I create will pull in everything and everyone in my wake, and create a chain reaction of misery and suffering the likes of which none of you could have imagined. I HATE EVERYTHING. I HATE EVERYONE. HUMANITY IS A PLAGUE. A VIRUS. IT WILL ALL CRUMBLE TO DUST. WHEN EVERYONE IS DEAD, NO ONE WILL SUFFER. DEATH IS OUR SAVIOR. DEATH IS FAIR. DEATH IS JUST. DEATH IS ETERNAL. THERE IS NO GOD. THERE IS NO KARMA. THERE IS NO JUSTICE. THERE IS ONLY DEATH. THERE IS ONLY THE VOID. I AM GOING TO TEAR IT OPEN AND LET IT SPILL INTO THIS WORLD SO IT CAN DEVOUR THIS F****** SHAM OF A WORLD. I AM THE DEVIL AND I AM HERE TO DO THE DEVILS WORK. I WONT LET YOU EXIST WITHOUT ME. GOODBYE SIMPLYCONFESS. I DONT HAVE ANY MORE TIME TO WASTE. I HAVE TO PREPARE FOR THE BAPTISM OF FLAME.

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Someone on Reddit said Charlie Adelson was a big Cleo’s Lounge guy back in the day.

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