I told all my friends I was over the only guy I think I’ve loved but I still look him up and everything he does makes me sad. He isn’t in my life anymore, he has never reached out to me and left me on read when I told him awhile back that what he did hurt me. I really hate that I miss him so much. It’s been over a year and even though I’ve had people be interested in me and right now I’m kind of going on dates with someone I don’t feel anything remotely close to how I felt for him for anyone. I don’t know how to let it go…