You chose fear over love. You chose resentment over forgiveness. You chose judgement over compassion. You chose violence. All I ever wanted was hot s**, unconditional love, and someone to live for. You were perfect. You were made for me. So why then did you choose this path? F*** you. Even now, I could look past everything and start over again, if you’d just reach out to me. This hope, it never leaves me, and it’s why I keep hurting you. Every time I start to heal, I expect you to come back to me, but you don’t. I will not heal for myself. I will destroy everything if you can’t find the saintliness to forgive all of my past transgressions, my horrible sins, and start over again, forsaking everything in your life that might get in our way. Stop being a petulant human and be the divine angel I built in my head already. GIVE UP EVERYTHING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY FOR THE MAN YOU WANT DEAD! IM NOT BEING UNREASONABLE! YOU ARE SIREN! IF YOUD JUST LET ME WIN YOUD SEE HOW GOOD OF A PERSON I CAN BE WHEN IM NOT TORMENTED! STOP HOLDING ME ACCOUNTABLE FOR MY ACTIONS AND JUDGE ME BASED ON MY RAW EMOTIONS AND NOBLE INTENTIONS! IM SICK OF BEING REMINDED OF THE MISTAKES I MADE. YOU ARE A MONUMENT TO THE POINTLESSNESS OF MY EXISTENCE. BE MINE AND I WILL MOVE HEAVEN AND EARTH FOR YOU! DENY ME AND I WILL DUMP HELL UPON YOU!