Of all the drugs I’ve done, your kiss was the most lethal and physically addictive. You’re like heroin, I was hooked for life after 1 hit baby. Aint ever made it more than 3 weeks without gunning for you. Not since 2017 at least. 2016 feels like yesterday. Time for you to come home to your real soulmate, at least for a couple days, or ima have to kill you. I dont give a f*** about right or wrong anymore. Don’t care what lines or cross or how evil I’ve become. I dont care who I hurt, who I have to abandon, or what has to happen to me in order to get it. I dont care what happens to me afterwards. I dont care if I go to hell for all eternity while my mother and friends weep for my damned soul in Heaven, Theres only 1 thing I care about, and thats digging you out Siren. It’s all downhill from here for me babe, you best be giving me a good first drop on the rollercoaster of love, because I’m all in on loving you. There’s no saving me, so you better savor me, because this here’s a whole new level of crazy. I call it tranquil demon. Im not fighting the evil anymore, I’m coexisting with it. I’m sleeping like a baby and not letting it affect my personal life anymore. Im gonna shut the f*** up for 2 weeks, but if you dont give me a sign that youre catching what Im saying, I’ll get your attention through a third party again. I know it all could end any day, and that makes me feel more alive than I’ve felt in years. I’ve finally killed my soul. Now I can feed my ego properly. I’m not powerless trash. I’m not a creepy pervert. I’m THE ALL MIGHTY f****** GOD with a capitol G, and you’d better kneel before me, swear fealty, and repent, sinner, before I continue to make your life a living hell.