i dont understand why he can live with himself after he did what he did to me. he hurt me in more ways he could ever imagine. he betrayed me and my body. i am still dealing with it, til this day. and yet, he can move on and be happy. i dont miss him, i dont want him back, i just wish he never did that to me.

ever since that happened i havent found anyone attractive at all, hes ruined me

i just want to get better
how come he can?