If you test someone’s ability to trust and love you, and you’re not upfront about what you are doing, you are going to lose your relationship every time.
This is a form of emotional and psychological abuse. F*** your insecurities and f*** whatever past trauma you have endured. You do not have a right to abuse another person–especially someone who has offered you their love–in order to feel secured.
Go to therapy. Get the help you need. Don’t take your s*** out on other humans.
