• 7 days ago

I’m attracted to the wrong men because of my father! My father is a narcissistic man and his twisted personality had a negative impact on me psychologically, emotionally, and socially. The good things that he has done, doesn’t erase the damage that he has caused me. I’m feeling resentment and anger, just by talking about him.
Because of my father I became a codependent person. The worst part about this, is that I’m attracted to men whose personalities are similar to my father’s. Disgusting. Setting boundaries and prioritising things that are important to me, is slowly erasing my codependency. Honestly, I hate my father. I think its a good thing because these feelings will help me avoid men who are similar to my father.
I have a lot of anger within me and sometimes I do regret not doing something about this sooner. Oh well, there’s nothing I can do about that. I know deep in my heart that most men want one-sided relationships. This is what my gut is telling me. Narcissistic men disgust me. >:-(