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People in general are awful whether they’re nice or mean, the world has always had their worst face forward with me so I’ve learned to just stay under my rock, mind my own business, and not get involved with people personally. You can’t be disappointed or betrayed if you have no hope in people to begin with. My numbers are VERY small, I am married to a good woman I love very much, and I am reliable and dependable to the non toxic members of my family. As far as friends go I generally don’t need them. I have people I see and hang out with every week, sometimes more than once during the week, but once we are done we go back to our personal lives and we are not involved with each other on that level. It’s very rewarding and I enjoy things this way much better. Took me til I was 40 to realize it, everyone in my life who isn’t my wife or a family member serves a purpose of some sort and isn’t just there for no reason. Look out for #1 at all costs, f*** everybody else.

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A Truth feels weird to me since I’ve been a compulsive liar most of my life, I will teel the truth as I know it. My father is a Baptist pastor and mom’s family were missionaries. dad gave me and my older sister horsey rides on his knee, his knee bouncing on my cl1t felt so good I asked for rides and pulled his hands to my chest for n1pple stimulation. Tucking me in bed at night he would kiss me on the lips while rubbing m cl1t and s*** my n1pples each a few seconds. My sister across the room would get the same but it lasted way longer. One night I woke up and heard my sister moaning, the moon shining through the window I could see she was on top of Dad moving around. I asked them what they were doing, dad said come over and see. It was the first time he put his little finger in side me while I watched and felt his c0ck going in and out of my 11 year old sister. My sister got mean with me after Dad let me rub my cl1t on his c0ck before he went to her bed but Dad made her stop being jealous by letting me l1ck her cl1t while his c0ck was inside of her. When Sis was pregnant they told me never to say anything about what we did at night and to lie to mom when she asked questions. We rehearsed questions and answers from the time I was 8. he told me he loved me the most and on my 9th birthday he let me put his c0ck inside me a little ways filling me with his c()m. It hurt but he sensations were epic I wanted more. Sis got a boyfriend the next year so I had Dad all to myself, I’m thin so I did get my periods as soon as Sis so I had my first baby a month before I turned 14. The congregation made remarks to us because Dad asked us to have s3x with boys at church to give him someone to blame for our pregnancies. My sisters boyfriend, an alderman’s son, had already graduated high school so I did it with his brother who had an old Chevy car. I swore to Dad I loved him more but I really liked being pregnant and having s3x with both of them. After my baby was born mom put it up for adoption to a church member as my sisters was taking so much of her time. I’ve watched my only daughter grow up and become a Nurse, marry and have two daughters of her own but only say hi or how are you doing to her, she doesn’t know she’s adopted. I’m 62 now, I’ve never told the whole truth to anyone till now.

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A Truth feels weird to me since I’ve been a compulsive liar most of my life, I will teel the truth as I know it. My father is a Baptist pastor and mom’s family were missionaries. dad gave me and my older sister horsey rides on his knee, his knee bouncing on my cl1t felt so good I asked for rides and pulled his hands to my chest for n1pple stimulation. Tucking me in bed at night he would kiss me on the lips while rubbing m cl1t and s*** my n1pples each a few seconds. My sister across the room would get the same but it lasted way longer. One night I woke up and heard my sister moaning, the moon shining through the window I could see she was on top of Dad moving around. I asked them what they were doing, dad said come over and see. It was the first time he put his little finger in side me while I watched and felt his c0ck going in and out of my 11 year old sister. My sister got mean with me after Dad let me rub my cl1t on his c0ck before he went to her bed but Dad made her stop being jealous by letting me l1ck her cl1t while his c0ck was inside of her. When Sis was pregnant they told me never to say anything about what we did at night and to lie to mom when she asked questions. We rehearsed questions and answers from the time I was 8. he told me he loved me the most and on my 9th birthday he let me put his c0ck inside me a little ways filling me with his c()m. It hurt but he sensations were epic I wanted more. Sis got a boyfriend the next year so I had Dad all to myself, I’m thin so I did get my periods as soon as Sis so I had my first baby a month before I turned 14. The congregation made remarks to us because Dad asked us to have s3x with boys at church to give him someone to blame for our pregnancies. My sisters boyfriend, an alderman’s son, had already graduated high school so I did it with his brother who had an old Chevy car. I swore to Dad I loved him more but I really liked being pregnant and having s3x with both of them. After my baby was born mom put it up for adoption to a church member as my sisters was taking so much of her time. I’ve watched my only daughter grow up and become a Nurse, marry and have two daughters of her own but only say hi or how are you doing to her, she doesn’t know she’s adopted. I’m 62 now, I’ve never told the whole truth to anyone till now.