I miss the girls I had online affairs with over the years, in the 00’s that s*** was plentiful and all over the place (R.I.P. yahoo chat), 9/10 you went in a chat room you’d find someone to get nasty with in no time. 2 of them I had repeated chats with over the course of 6 months to a year back then, miss them both badly, reached out years later but they didn’t seem pleased to be hearing from me which is disappointing. Another it went on for 11 years or something, really built a nice friendship and everything from it, ran into her in public one time and we shared a very intense passionate kiss, but she evidently was basically waiting for me which was an awful idea as our chatting had gone on over the course of her marriage/divorce, the subsequent relationships she had after that, and mine as well, so neither of us were ever single and it wasn’t what it was about initially to me anyway. I hope you are all doing well though ladies, I think about you often, I’ve had many online friends since then but nothing will ever compare, it’s also much more difficult to find those kinds of friends these days as internet anonymity is a thing of the past, and since the pandemic it seems most people are just holed up on their own looking for a soul mate on the internet now instead of a good time. I am married to a wife I love very very much, s******* the flame went out a year or two ago, but it was great while it lasted anyway. I have tried to respark her interest but it’s to no avail, I don’t think I could ever actually cheat on her or have an actual real life affair, but it would be nice to have an online friend I can share my fantasies and urges with, I really miss that, and the 3 girls I mentioned above in particular.