We finally said goodbye to each other, after all these years i am happy and sad that im alone. I loved you but you were also one of the most toxic, self centered people i have ever met. I guess this relationship made me toxic too, i have also done bad things. So to be honest, all the moments i made you feel bad i dont regret it, but i will regret if i dont move on now. We had our moment, but now we go our seperate ways. After all it is our nature to feel alone,the rules of seperation. I know i cant say these things to you in person, because it will create another vicious circle of love and hate, and i want none of these from you. I understand now that there more than one side to a story, each person you choose to have in your life, each behaviour you put up with tells about yourself. So i stopped hiding from myself and did what necessary. Goodbye.