I broke down and messaged him today. 🤦🏻‍♀️😞

It is so beyond clear that he doesn’t even slightly care for me but I keep trying to keep our friendship(if nothing else) alive. It is almost like I like the feeling of being unwanted, like I want to have my heart broken just by sending a message.

I need to figure out how to stop loving him. I need to tell my heart what my brain already knows. I will stay and so will he. We chose these beds and now we have to lay in them. 🤷🏻‍♀️