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As I lay here in bed holding my children, I am so thankful for the love we have. They are snuggled up to me, loving me, wanting me, even though I hate myself so much. I’ve never been good enough for anyone but them. I don’t know how I deserved them, but I am forever thankful. They are my reasons for holding on, for fighting another day. I know that one day I will lose my battle with depression. I just hope that when I do they always remember how much I loved them and That they know how hard I fought. God, if there is a God, please somehow make me good enough. Help me hold on.

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