I told ex sister in law that the easiest way to try to show her what a goddess in bed she is to me was to remind her of little things. How I can never look away from her face/eyes during missionary. How when she is straddling me i am always looking up into her eyes. How I cannot help but moan her name when I c**. How violently I c** when she has laid next to me and talked to me during a slow h*******. She said that was more about falling in love with her than being a goddess in bed. I told her to remember the way I touched all the little places on her body yesterday because that was where I was looking, not her bare breasts. She is skeptical. I told her then the only way to show her would be if we end up in bed doing more than cuddling and sleeping and she said that if that day comes then maybe she could believe it. I am skeptical that she will give me that chance. Test results will all be in today but we also have to meet with lawyer I hired for her to deal with the PI and soliciting arrest. I have told her she can live here with me as long as she wants or needs amd our dynamic of paying her for s** is parked for the time being until/if she wants to pick it back up. She joked that with what I have been doing for her that she would already have to f*** me for a solid week to try to pay me back. And being me, I blurted out that I was not going to leave her hanging or abandon her but that as far as I was concerned if she was only having s** with me for the money then I no longer wanted to do that no matter what a goddess she is in bed. I have probably fucked up my own w********. But I woild hate it if she left.