Imobssesed with my best friend, i want him to be the man i am not to my wife! We grew up togeather, and were bestfriends! But i thought i was better than him and treated him like i was above him as a male! Then i saw his d***, but so what, till he dug deep and suggested he’d be better at s** than me..
..inever got the images of the women c****** with him out of my head! I wished i was him.. i felt so insecure, his d*** was perfect, not to big like stupid big, but big! And perfect! I cummed so many time picturing him with my sweetheart. Dam.. i used a calculator to work out my orgasms, it was like 9,000 over 20+ years = 9000 plus! I used to take heaps of dexamphetamene (30 tablets) so i could fantasise about them all night! He possesses my soul even to this day…and i want it to be a reality.. I don’t know if he knows anything, but it wouldn’t surprise me that he has a slave! Im 38 now hes 39 or 40