• 2 weeks ago

I still think about the phrases and things you used to say when we were together. Honestly, the memory of being with you has been a comfort to get through the pandemic. I still miss your cuddles and adorableness.
If we cross paths again, I’d be willing to give it another shot. Not sure if you are, but I’m just happy that I actually have a sense of what I want again. I’ve learned a lot since I broke up with you; like, for instance, the reason I ended things was because I had no sense of direction of where to take things with you anymore. I had become addicted to the chase; I never thought I would actually find love with someone. True love isn’t a choice, it’s a feeling. Breaking up was a choice, not a feeling. I was scared because I wasn’t in control of how I felt about you. I had always tried to tell myself I could control how I feel.

Not with you. Hindsight is 20-20. Even if we never speak again, I want to express my gratitude for the memories. I take all these lessons, and pray I get a chance to practice love again with someone soon.