She’s leaving him. I waited for this moment for more than 20 years by now and dreamed of it since the two of us met when we were still teens up until now that we’re in our 50s. She should have never gone with him … he never deserved her. I at least stood a chance to make her happy. I was the one who always knew her better … knew her needs better … knew how to be her shoulder to cry on when she was disappointed by what trash she got married to. Maybe she should have put her trust in this dude that was an old friend that she saw as a traitor as soon as she found out I look at her as way beyond just friendship … . I hope he gets killed in a traffic accident before fabricating more of his ‘sweet’ empty lies to try hard to make her stay with him … . Words cannot describe how much I loathe and look down on him both for having hurt her feelings and for stealing her away from me and then making all that rocus about how he knew I wanted her for myself and how he kept telling her not to see me even as a friend anymore … . Like always my home will be wide open for her to come to it and occupy both the place and myself all for herself. I probably would struggle to believe such a miracle when it happens … . My life will be useless,meaningless,worthless and miserable if I can’t have her. If she says no or in any way my life would end up without her I’m killing myself instantly. Life isn’t worth a dime without her.