Yeah, I’m sure…
You know what I want? I want to put my energy and life into things that benefit only me and my life. I’m doing it myself. It’s not like I have anyone.
Unfortunately, you are not one of those things I want to put my life force into. You would be counter productive to my moving forward in quite a few aspects of my life. You like not be good for me. I like the way things are currently and I like the direction it’s going. I don’t want to disrupt that. The best feeling in the world is that lack of anxiety that is present when you are in a shity relationship with a s***** person, a s***** woman in my case, who is dragging you down and sucking the f****** the life out of you soul. You get what I’m saying? I know you understand. You and your presence is not really of any benefit to me. You are probably a giant negative to me. You are not worth anything to me, is what I’m saying. I like the way s*** is now currently.
You don’t really want anything to do with anyway. You don’t really want to be around someone who doesn’t like you, do you? I don’t really like you and it’s not like you can ever fix things. The fact that I’m not feeling it and I don’t really want anything to do with you would make me kind of an a****** to you without even really trying. I am not really capable of caring about you on any level. I would look down on you. You would never see or feel love out of me because there is none. Do you really want to be around that? I know I don’t want to be around you, it would be unpleasant for me and you. You can’t make someone like you. I can’t force myself to like you or be pleasant to you if I’m just not into being around you.
Do you understand? You should think about it. You understand why too. I know you do. You did s*** wrong when it comes to me.
That’s not even mentioning I think you’re pure evil. I can’t get myself mixed up with a woman like you. You are crazy and proud to be crazy. There’s no cure for that. You’re dangerous and so are the people you indiscriminately let into your life without a second though. I can’t get messed up with you. Toxic is really the word to sum it up.