I considered myself a virgin at marriage . Yes I fooled around letting guys play with my t****** and getting fingered . I would return the favor and jacked off the guys . But for Penetration s** I kept it for my honey moon .Thought I found that perfect guy . Found him at church . I was married ten years ago. Married in our church. On our honey moon one thing I never experienced was oral s** . Never had a guy go down on me . My new husband that night kissed me a few times , played with my t******. Played with his d*** until is hard . He Played with my p**** until I was good and wet . He pulled himself up on top of me and inserted his d*** . I looked up at and said f*** me please . He lasted about 40 seconds , shot his wad . Rolled off me and wet to sleep. Three years later I thought that normal for f****** . One night at dinner all hell broke loose . He asked me why I never sucked his d*** . I replied you can’t stay awake long enough plus I’m still waiting on my p**** to be licked on . He decided that s** would come to a complete halt . He had replaced s** with drinking and drugs . Two months later while he was still at work . I packed my bags and filed for a divorce . A new place and back to church. Haven’t been on a date now for almost two years . A guy at church asked me out twice and I turned him down . On his third asking I said yes. Why ? Guessing I needed to get out. First two dates great time . Third time went to the zoo. Then I asked him to dinner at my place . Watched a movie . Wasn’t prepared but he made a pass and kissed me . We were sitting on a couch . He moved himself down in front of me and started kissing my stomach though my shirt . Didn’t know what was going on . I wearing gym shorts. He then started kissing my thighs . Oh my god that was a first . Gently kissing both sides . He kissed my p**** though my shorts . My head started spinning . I felt his tongue trying to lick me by going up my shorts . I phased him and told him to pull my gym shorts off me . He gently removed them and returned kissing my outer p**** lips . His tongue found my unlicked c*** . He licked and licked . I ended up squirting the first time all over a guys face . I moaned oh god please don’t stop . He licked me until my body twitched. I looked down at him and smiled and told him I was worn out . He looked up at me and said can I see you tomorrow . I replied only if you spend the night . What I received that night ? A proper honey moon f*** . After his second time . He looked at me and said your turn . He taught me the art of f****** on top . Mind blowing first . I rode that d*** until it exploded .