To: The truth is, as masculine and hard as I want to act.
Me: You are a Mensa, lucky you, I suppose. Probably think too much, is all. I am 74 so you are just a baby against me, you are still wet behind the ears – if you feel so fed up with your life, get on your computer or grab a biro and a pad of lined paper and work out what you want from life, different to whatever you have now, write it all down, then pick out all of the positive things, to give you direction and purpose and mold your life to that new way of doing things, then figure out how your could put it all into practice and off you go.
Tell you a secret. You are whoever you want to be, around people who know you, but if you go somewhere where nobody knows you, you can pretend to be anyone else who you want – because nobody knows you, they will accept you in your new disguise and then after a while, you don’t have to pretend anymore, because you will have learned your new part and it will come out naturally – I’m on my 12th personality change and this is the best one yet – yippee!!
We only have one life and it is very short, so don’t try and end it any sooner than you have to, but make the most of what you have got and find a way to live long and be happy, like me.
I am the guy who posts my salt water cure for Covid, in case you have been paying attention, posted it again here yesterday – that would be an alternative for you, against test vaccines, just for starters.
If you want any positive encouragement respond here and I will help you from a mate/mental point of view.
R