To: Ive been having constant rage attacks since I moved back in with my mother.
Me: Time for you to move out.
Your mother has a different point of view to you and obviously there is no common ground between you.
Your mother probably blames herself for not seeing the abuse you say you suffered, but she won’t admit it, because that could make her guilty of the very self same things your father was guilty of, when she was the innocent party in all of this.
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