I have no issues with black people or issues for black people. I don’t see myself as some how being overshadowed, threatened by blacks and their culture, issues, etc. because in reality, I don’t deal with blacks all that often in any way. I can think not one to be exact, and you know what, I actually call the guy “brother”. Like as a peace out “Have a good one, brother” which I do with everyone. An acquaintance. Not a friend but yeah it’s not really a thing here where I am. I think an ex I had years ago had a thing for blacks. Even when we knew each other, she actually prefered me with a shaved head. I did it one time, to keep cooler and less sweat drenched. That’s what scored her. She actually said that, I even asked her “so if I had all that hair, you would not have called me?” Shook her head. She even told me it would not have happened if I had not shaved my head, which really isn’t me. Most people even white people shave their head because it does exude a modern black culture, hip hop minding vibe. Black. They wear the wife beaters and the goofy crooked baseball hat and socks and sandals. That’s not me, in any way. I don’t like jt on me. When I do buzz my head, it’s for practical purposes. It’s mid summer and humid as f***. My head is perma soaked from sweat 24/7 and it’s driving me nuts. It’s a thick. BUT in my opinion, I look and feel better with some hair on my head. It’s just my personality. BUT she preferred me with a buzzed head. Which to me looks and feels ugly. On me. There’s just something off about that. I also wondered a few times, it crossed my mind she might have preferred it like that so that I wasn’t so “myself” or was less attractive. No, I think she just has a thing for goofy (in my opinion) culture. Black, hip hop. That doesn’t make me like myself less, because I get attention from more than one really hot place anyway but yeah, she is not here any more. She hasn’t hasn’t been here in a long time. She went where IT IS a thing, everywhere you look. For me, there is something else at least equally good out there with my attention, mutual, so it doesn’t bother me. Just wasn’t meant to be.

One black person, but also I like myself enough that I have enough confidence to believe in the awesomeness that is me. I truely believe I’m a more attractive option than most, in more ways than one. I also have enough confidence that if you choose a path other than me, that’s fine, but still believe that if they made THAT choice, it definitely wasn’t meant to be. I’m still the better option and they will realize it some day.

I’m not threatened by much. I believe in me pretty strongly. I wouldn’t want to be anyone else. I don’t think about race, culture or gender wars in real life because there much better things to be concentrating on. People need lives is the problem.