Months back I posted here about wife having no interest in s** with me and she conspired with my ex wife to deal with my s***** needs for money. I finally broke down/got over myself and tried it and it is weird sometimes but it works well enough for the purpose. So during one of those sessions using my ex wife for s** for hire she asks me to take some pics for her because she likes the ego stroke and the “dirtiness” of it and wants even more money. So since I am an accomplished photographer (always begged to take tasteful artistic nudes of ex but she would not allow it), we spent one of the s** appointments just doing a photo shoot for her. Since this is a huge confusing gray zone for me I admitted to ex that I had seen her pics that I shot for her on a local e***** site and asked if that meant she was happy with them. She admitted that if she had known I could make her look that amazing she would have let me photograph her years ago. Lot of good that does me now lol. Point being that she has been very appreciative and has asked me to help her do another photoshoot for herself that is not for her e***** ads. I said it was ok with me but we would have to do it over time so that it was not obvious to my wife…who pays for my s** appts with ex gladly because it alleviates her from the burden of being an uninterested s***** outlet for me. My ex said that if i was willing she would sweeten the deal for me by dropping the boundaries/limits she had established with my wife as far as what was and was not allowed to occur during the s** appts. Aside from that it was wierd creepy and almost sickening when my ex, who had never prostituted before, texted then called me after her first true appt as a h***** for a stranger. She was obviously in a huge mental and emotional rush after it. Even blurted out that the s** was so so but the rush was from getting paid for it and that was what had her in such a state. Blurted out that she wished I was there f****** her while she told me all the details. Asked me to please do that after a prostitution session some day soon. Even just blurted out that she needed to go so she could take care of herself while thinking about me photographing her with a customer then eating and f****** her after. Meanwhile she had the freedom to have any of this when we were together so again fat lot of good this insanity and dynamic does me now. And now I regret ever taking part in their original plot to manage my s***** needs…which are not there foe either of them any more.
