Oh, don’t forget he rubbed it in my face. That’s what started this barrage of abuse last year. People who taunt or mock me have historically been taken aback by how suddenly I see red and go full aggro when they do it. Years of being ostracized by your peers for being the weird kid makes you very sensitive to rejection and mocking, that’s why I’ve been trying to hurt you so much, you think it’s funny how much I cared about you. If you laugh at me and pity me you’re asking for abuse.