Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel in a really s***** divorce, the 400 pound elephant in the room and secret at my end was hearing her have insane s** I never knew she was capable of with her new bf. S***** jealousy was taken to a whole new level and it’s driven me crazy for a while. I feel scarred inside after hearing her and there was music playing in the background. All the songs that I heard then, when I hear them now I mute it.