I feel cursed with that s*** and if you want to know the truth, part of the reason I never got it back to you is because I was so f****** irritated by your being, I didn’t even want to see anyone.

Hence the reason I have never even made so much as an attempt to reach out to anyone. I never have either, that s a fact. I’m done. I was done 25 years ago.

But I think I’ll find a way to get it back without needing to see anyone.