My Dad was killed when I was 5 years old.My Mom met my step dad when I was 9.He was a very handssome guy and very muscular. He was very good to me and very huggy . I was very attracted to him physically and emotionally.I was very happy when they tolsd me they were going to get married. He moved into our house and we were very happy as a family.I kinda knew I was gay but never had and experiences. When my Mom wasnt around he was veerry toughy huggy with me and I loved it. One saturday my Mom was shopping all day with my Aunt and when I got up I went to the family room in just my boxers and my step dad was there in basketball shorts and no shirt waatching tv.He was so handsome. I set down beside him and put my head on his shoulder. He put his arm around me and pulled me close to him. It feelt so good. He saatrted rubbing my back and massaging my neck. I just melted. He reached overr and got my hand and slowly placed itt on his c***. He hheld it therre and started rubbing his c*** with my hand. I didnt try to pull away and he kept saying ssshh its ok. He took his hand away and I kept rubbing him.I couldnt bbeleive how big and hard it got. Finally he pushed his shorts down and I saw it for the first time. I was mezzermized I couldnt take my eyes or hand off it.He slowly put pressue on the bacck of my head and pushed me down toward his c*** all the time saaying its ok.I just gave in to him and my desire and started kissing it and finally tok it in my mouth and in no time swallowed his sperm for the first time. We became lovers anytime we were aalone although he never did anything for me. I was around 13 the first time we had a*** but he had been grooming me with his finger and lube for a while .When he finally fucked me the first time it was on a camping trip just me and him in a tent. It was very painful the first time but her was gentle and it wwas ok. I came to love him f****** me after a while and would even ask him to f*** me.We were loverss until I went to college and even wwhen I came home. I dont think my Mom ever suspected we where very careful.Its been over 2 years since we have done anything and I now have a steady live in and livee in another state