You know if you just closed your eyes and pretended I didn’t exist you’d be fine at this point right? I hate you too. I’m never gonna talk to you or do anything sketchy again. I have nothing to gain from you and too much to lose. If anyone talked to me the way I talk to you I’d tell them to f*** off and stop thinking about them.. You need to kill that small part of you that still cares what the f*** im up to. Im on a tighter leash than a junkyard dog, how about you go about your business and just ignore the barking dog.

If you stop giving me attention and pretend I don’t exist ill get bored and move on like you want. It’s not like I don’t realize how fucked this is. I’m trying to recover from a literal obsession cold turkey, so yeah, it’s messy, but I’ve got a support group that knows everything I do, including posting on here, and they keep me from doing anything stupid. Instead of watching my every move, reading my every word, and then mocking me for my failing mental health, maybe you should just f*** off. I was 90% of the way through my grievance process and had genuinely overcome my resentment towards you before you popped off on me. I’m sorry I made you uncomfortable and I’m creepy but I’m a f****** pacifist. I’m gonna pick up the pieces AGAIN and fix my broken a** no matter what happens. I very much like you to move on with your life and be happy while I shoulder the entirety of my own dysfunction.. Being mean to you clearly didn’t work, so now I guess I have to hide from YOU and unplug completely from public view. How’s that for ironic?