I love her so much and I’m pretty sure she doesn’t even know that I exist not that if she knew I’d have any hope of her going out with me. The other guys keep telling me not to be so hopeless and that when girls are done with their adventures with the bad boys they see it themselves that guys like me are the good ones that will treasure them forever that are respectful of them and that truly care and desperately want their love and attention but I don’t know. I really feel like I should not ever have any hope of her even seeing me. The other day she literlaly passed through me … oh all gods of love … help me! I love her so much that it hurts when I know I’d never be her ‘guy’.