It’s so disappointing, I always except the least or even that from everyone and everything but still I’m disappointed.
How are people okay with being so stupid? We lives pointless life and full that void of existence with “what make your life meaningful”. Like s***, having kids and marriage is not meaningful, nor is your dream job; Because in the end we are all nothing, let’s say heaven hell and whatever is in between us real, why the f*** does that make our life meaning? Yay I had a good life and now I get to spend an eternity in the clouds, life what is everyone thinking, maybe we all need something to keep us grounded. Religion may have been use for meaning in your life but also so people could have something to blame, have rules and a system in place if others don’t act how they want you too.
I’m disappointed in myself as well and it doesn’t matter why because nothing truly matters, if you don’t want people in your life f*** them, don’t want to go to work or school don’t, it isn’t that hard.
F*** everyone and everything it doesn’t matter go live what pointless life you have in the s***** way you want because at the end of the day people really don’t care about you. They never will to the aspect you want but you can’t be mad about that because why should they love you? Why should you even care? Why do I write this s*** out if it doesn’t matter I’m a disappointment just like everyone and if there is no higher power or b******* we would still be disappointing