I simply don’t understand why I feel I am close yet thousands of miles away from reaching. It appears to be unreachable and it leads me no where. I find myself caught in web of illusions with no escape. Truth is I don’t want to escape I like to twirl in the net though I can break free any moment but I don’t. It’s a hellish pleasure I give to my heart to be struck, struggle, bleed sometimes caressed, pampered with the hidden wings of love. The stings are painful yet the magnetic pull is worth dying for. In the dark caves of my mind when I feel the warm touch it gives me moment of peace and I forget that the sand castle will break within feww minutes.