To: I’m lonelier as a married man than I was single.
Me: Seems she has put you on a pedestal, like someone might put a cup won in some sort of sport, on a pedestal.
Either, you should go with her when she travels around, or you should develop outside friends and entertainments (whatever they might be) while she is away, so you are never alone in that house and you don’t have to think that your purpose in life, has no meaning.
I am a s***** male and I have s** on my brain, most of the time – if my wife left me on my own for too long, I would be looking at ways and means to fill in the times when she is not around, with company on a short term, to replace her, whenever she went away.
You are OK until your prick develops the flu or a sneeze when you have caught a s***** disease you don’t want, but assuming you and your wife are in your late 30’s early 40’s there are plenty of young girls you can enjoy, above 18, at a price, I am sure.
Half your luck – Yum.
If you get caught, so what. You don’t have a life, there, while your wife is out and about enjoying hers – about time you decided to make the most of your life and be beholden to nobody, but yourself.
Some years ago, I was going to marry a female 16 years younger than me (Yum) one of the problems was she was untidy and needed someone to run around after her, constantly cleaning up, the other was she just left, never said where she was going or how long for and sometimes she was gone for over 7 days – and just prior to us getting married, she said something along the lines of me not knowing her at all.
I pulled the plug, dropped her like a hot potato and sent her on her merry way and I have remained single ever since – marriage was to happen just 4 weeks (28 days) later, invitations sent out, Wedding Gear bought, Guests invited, Church and Pastor set up, food ordered, but not paid for…….never regretted pulling the plug on her – could have had s** on tap, but a lifetime with someone who was never there, did not appeal, nor was being her personal servant when she was home, either..
Good Luck with you. If you don’t make change to your life, your life won’t change and you will get ever more upset with the one sided arrangement you have with your wife.
Does she have her own income, or is she doing what she is doing, on the back of your income too – if so, I would be pulling the rug out from under her real quick and if she did not like it – well you can always be single again.
Once bitten, twice shy. Two marriages was enough for me, especially when the second one tried to kill me for the assets of the marriage we had accumulated, by assisting me with my suicide – did not happen – out of body experience, but it was a close thing – but that’s another story!!
Richard
