I own several guns and I often fight the urge to go outside and fire a few shots up in the air.
I don’t know why I want to do such a stupid thing that can get me in a lot of trouble, but I want to do it.
I’m aware that such actions would be highly irresponsible and disrespectful to myself and my neighbors, but for some reason this dumb idea enters my thoughts on a daily basis.
I go to the range at least once a month, but I’m questioning on if I should have guns. Maybe there’s something wrong with me that I’m not identifying.
What if I do go outside one night and carry out this idiotic and childish act?
Perhaps I need to sell my guns and anmo to a local gun shop and rid myself of all temptation.
Whatever this is, I don’t like it…
