I had an argument with my parents bevause I was chatting my friend.I told them.Ibwas only chatting with my friend because of school but they didn’t believe me. My dad called me liarand my mommsaid that if I dont have the discipline I should just drop out of school.It hurt so bad bevausebtheyvare part of the reason why I have sone anxiety issues. They hurt me again and called me liar again. I was too frustrated to keep the pain in and started crying in feont of them.I went into my room and didn’t come out after some time. I was in pain so I was thunking of ways on h********** myself with things in my room. But I couldn’t find anything except for a pair of scissors but they were not sharp enough. But then I remembered the reason why I still wantedcto live. But it pains me that it would take long till the thing ,that keeps me alive, would meet me. I was in pain remembering the words of my parents all the bad memories flowed in and I felt anger, frustation, sadness, fear, ancieties, insecurities overflowing so I higgwd myself but in a harsh way and prwssed my fingernails into the skin on my upper back. Now I have marks left and I hope my family won’t realize it.
