I’m glad you took something constructive away from my sleep deprived mushroom ravings. There’s a difference between people who actually care about you, and people who use you as a form of inspiration p***. “Look how progressive and inclusive I am, liking this disabled persons posts on twitter and going on about how inspirational they are, while doing nothing feasible to advocate for any of the social changes needed in society for the disabled to thrive with equity.” It’s a damn pity party and we deserve f****** better than to be used as a “It could always be worse, but look at how these poor saps refuse to give up.” example for these twisted zombies and then left to die in the cold and forgotten about. They wont ever get to close to us because we force them to face the reality of their own mortality and how fine a line their very existence walks. But Him, that man you found, he seems like really good people. Surround yourself with more people like him. As for me, I’ve done all I can. I’m gonna fly this coup. Thanks for giving me these last little bits of closure, even if I didn’t deserve it. Be seeing ya…

Im not killing myself or anything, I’m just gonna go bully people on League of Legends and do copious amounts of hard drugs because I’m a god damned child and its the only way I know how to deal with my emotions. Get the f*** out of here though, for real. Why you even reading this? Get out of here you stupid dumb animal. Madness Beckons me further into the void. You would do well to steer very clear of me once the madness takes me. These are the dying grasps of my sanity intertwined with shadows and dust.