To: I kinda s***. I lie about everything all the time, I even make up random events
Me: I assume you are a female. Why not get yourself another man to love you and make love to you and then you won’t have to obsess over this guy you knew who has moved on with his life, where you have not?
If you change your s***** desires to someone else, perhaps everything will sort itself out for you and you won’t have to pretend any more through fake online accounts.
Whatever your motivation, you remain on your own and that is the worst punishment to inflict on yourself, of all.
Never have a full on relationship, never have s**, never have kids, never have a home of your own which you buy together, never have company on hand to touch, feel, kiss and f***, never have company when you grow old, nobody to share your life with ever – it is not much of a future you have chosen for yourself, or when you get sick. Shudder.
Good Luck and Best Wishes.
