To: inlaws having me over a barrel/ curious that is all, about my post re: in laws knowing I was s******* engaging with our male dog…
Me: i am the poster, and yes i suppose over a barrell is a good bottom line to the situation. To answer your question, i am male, have done this on and off since a teen. I was not being mounted, i was on the bottom of an 69ish thing. But i have been mounted before. I have known i was bisexual for quite some time. This has been an occasional go to for me for a while now. Always been a great deal of shame for me but have never managed to walk away from it for good. I am grateful they are not telling my wife, i am grateful they are basically forcing me to get help because I do want to be free of it, but i obviously lack the ability to avoid it and fear the risk of doing it again in some form and being caught/outed to wife. And all that does not even count the enjoyment/want for it again.