To: 39 yr old R*** survivor. I understand. I know how evil some guys can be. I also was raped. I bled for 3 excruciating weeks. The pain seemed to never end. I also had an Morning after pill. I was scared he would leave me pregnant. I went to the hospital. I took care of the problem. I’m ashamed and full of deep regrets now. I did what I had to do. I had no other choice or options. My mind was pretty shattered. My body was broken. I had to make sure. Nothing was going to root or grow in my womb. I know “abortion” is wrong. But sometimes its the right choice. Under circumstances that warrant it. May God forgive me. I hope if I was pregnant. The baby is in heaven with god. I am sorry. I truly am.
PS. I haven’t let a man touch me since that night. Its been 16 yrs now.
