To: I wish I could share all my dreams and fantasies about him .. and tell him how I feel
Me: What you don’t ask for you don’t ever get. Why can’t you tell him you like him and would like to go out with him and see what he says.
He might say yes and he might say no, but at days end, you will have registered an interest with him and then anything is possible.
He won’t know you are interested in him, if you don’t say, because we men are not built that way and we go through life oblivious to what is going on around us, but all of the relationships I have had, have been when a female has shown an interest in me and we took it to the next level.
Perhaps taking the next step first, defines you women as taking what you want, which is how it should be, after all, you are choosing the mate you want, to perhaps have children with and what can be wrong about that?