To: Today is the last day I hear my father and mother, at least I hope so.
Me: Suicide is the easy way out and also the Coward’s way out. When you die, you will go to Hell for eternity, which is for ever and for ever and not for a short time that you have in life, in the here and now.
More important, is the distress and sense of failure, you will instill in your parents and everyone who loved you, because you committed suicide and how do you think that will impact them – do you think they deserve what you deliver to them because of your selfish suicide, caring about nobody, but yourself?
You won the miracle of life. Of all of the billion sperm which your father spurted into your mother’s c***, when they made love, only your sperm made it to your mother’s egg, to fertilize it at precisely the right time and create you, all of those other sperm died, yet they each deserved the chance you got.
It is your responsibility in this life, to make that wonderful opportunity of love to count for something and mean something, not just end it all, because life for you is too hard!!
We all have walked the path you do, but when it got too tough, we said to ourselves “When the going gets tough, the tough GET GOING” and we made it through, just as you must.
I say to you, when you suicide, you could easily be responsible, after your death, for all of the misery you bring to your family and nobody deserves that, so don’t do it.
If you f*** up and are not successful, you could easily end up in a bed, unable to move, at the mercy of someone else to feed you, change you and keep you, unable to move or talk, trapped for eternity in the body you crushed, but not well enough to die and I wish that fate on you, should you suicide – It will serve you right, idiot.