To: I think i found the love of my life. Soul Mate. Whatever.
Me, Hey you are a baby, still wet behind the ears- I’m 74. A bullet is not the answer, because you cause more pain to those you leave behind from such a selfish act. Would you wish that on them, from such an easy escape – it is not as if, like me, you have that much time left, before nature takes its course.
At 70, I doubt your s***** ability is much good anyway, speaking for myself that is, my head is willing, but my old fella is not – and that said, I don’t see why you can’t be friends with the woman you have strong feelings for, while looking after your other female, who needs you to survive – I’m in the same position as you, unfortunately, without any female lusting for me, from the sidelines, like you.
It is not as if we are likely to have kids anymore, age wise and all that, especially when both females have gone through change of life and can’t anyway.
Why can’t you spend quality time with the one who you feel so strongly about in friendship, without destroying her, or your relationship to other people and if it comes to something more, well, so what, you are not cheating if you can’t make either of them pregnant, as above, so why not?
Last bit of fun, before we end up in a box?
Half your luck mate!!
R