To: Being a listener is great personally.
Me: Not many people can listen to what a person says ,or gets off their chest, unless they have been trained to do that, like a Psych, for example.
This is an anonymous website and you can unload here, provided you don’t say where you live or what you are called and if I can offer advice, after I have read your blurb, I will, if I think I can cut to the core of your problem and discuss ways of dealing with that issue directly.
There is somewhere for everyone and at least with this one, it does not cost you anything, no record of whatever you say stays here for very long, about 2 weeks to drop off the website, for good and by then, hopefully, you will be better prepared to deal with the issues which brought you here in the first place, in a much more positive way.